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Optimism vs Pessimism vs Realism. Where on the dial do I lie sometimes? It seems to vary on any given day with any given situation. Woke up optimistic. Where am I now?
Friend from high school called me about a casting opportunity. He is an assistant casting director and had a project he thought was perfect for me but unfortunately it was non-union. Damn it. Optimism waning.
Aaron Kozak, a friend from college, was doing callbacks for his new play tonight. He called me straight in to read for a few parts. I didn't get the script until the afternoon and had to make some BIG choices fast. Unfortunately, I was corrected at every turn. Try it this way. Okay. Change characters. I did. Wrong. Try it this way! Optimism waning.....
When I got home, Wesam came in and told me about a new acting class he's going to be taking. The coach is Margie Haber and she is offering a master intensive over two weekends but only for actors who have multiple guests and recurring characters. For those who have a limited resume e.i one co-star, there is a beginner class. Plus I cant afford $500 dollars. I barely made rent this month. Optimism waning....waning.....waning......gone. At least for the day. It'll replenish while I sleep.
Until tomorrow!
You are amazing. No waning...just know it. Yesterday was just a day.
ReplyDeleteFor example, I went to one audition yesterday and sucked, then went to the next and booked. Hills and Valleys..you have great Mountains ahead if you, my awesome friend.
Submit for that thingy I told you aboit, Damn it!!!!