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Saw Becky Silverman for the first time at a workshop and realized I already met her when I auditioned for Criminal Minds last month. It was a solid read and.....I realized I say the same thing every time. "It was good, it was great. Very generous....." Blah blah blah. It is what it is. An audition to audition. I'm hearing the same things over and over again and now I just want in that room. Badly. But I'm ready. Don't be confused that you may think I'm desperate. That will read to casting directors and producers and they will never hire anyone who is desperate. I'm just ready. Focused. Hungry.
My roommate Jonte turned me onto another blog site for an actor who prefers to keep her anonymity. She talks in specifics only when relating to subject matter but places, show titles and names out including her own. This way she is free to voice her opinion without real fear. I, on the other hand, have been trying to keep this blog as positive as possible. As every actor knows, I could rant until my fingers bled but where would that get me? My name may be a little soured should anyway come across that single blog entry. But as the same time I feel I dont put enough of my own true opinion into these blogs. Its like a diary for all to read and sometimes I am afraid at what people may think. I did have a casting director contact me and ask me to remove a certain paragraph about a conversation we had had. If I had been smart and left specifics out I could have still gotten my point across without outing this person and making myself look amateur.
What's my next step?
Oh yeah, Forever Plaid. Its like starting over with the songs. Im screwed.
Until tomorrow!
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